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everything is feeling like its getting back to normal. although money issues have been creeping around me at all times. i hold them in check but its hard. im running out of options. but i did get good news today. starting next week because of my hard work i am moving back to full time at work i was only working 24-32 hrs a week but now i have been doing such a great job i get to go back to full time. yay.
alot of people have been on me about the amber situation. no we are not back together but we are working on things. i love her very much and i know most will not understand our relationship or how either one of us are ok with the things the other have done but to that i say it is love. im frustrated with the situation has is. some of my most stubborn friends some who dont even like amber are understanding to that i say thank you. other friends who hold on to there own anger will not allow it to help them to overcome there anger and frustration to that i say im sorry i hope you are ok. i hope that you will always be my friend. this is in no way from a place of anger its just me saying no matter how you express your love or friendship for me thank you.
me and amber have had disagreements but they have been handled with discussions not yelling matches. i get so happy to know our biggest problem is me wanting to be quiet sometimes and the past. the past is something you can control its just there and i live with and you know it gets easier to deal with everyday. its really good to see my cats again and trin. they have new friends and old friends alike. some of ambers friends have not or i know will not accept me. that is ok i dont need anyones acceptance or approval to do what i want and as long as me and amber want each other in our lifes then everyone else either decides it worth shaun or ambers friendship or you move on and do your own thing to that i can say no hard feelings i love you all.
im broke and i need money and that is stressing me out going back to full time cures that issue but for the next two weeks im suffering for money. but besides that i love life and i love you all. have a good day im glad to get this off my chest. bye
for now.
alot of people have been on me about the amber situation. no we are not back together but we are working on things. i love her very much and i know most will not understand our relationship or how either one of us are ok with the things the other have done but to that i say it is love. im frustrated with the situation has is. some of my most stubborn friends some who dont even like amber are understanding to that i say thank you. other friends who hold on to there own anger will not allow it to help them to overcome there anger and frustration to that i say im sorry i hope you are ok. i hope that you will always be my friend. this is in no way from a place of anger its just me saying no matter how you express your love or friendship for me thank you.
me and amber have had disagreements but they have been handled with discussions not yelling matches. i get so happy to know our biggest problem is me wanting to be quiet sometimes and the past. the past is something you can control its just there and i live with and you know it gets easier to deal with everyday. its really good to see my cats again and trin. they have new friends and old friends alike. some of ambers friends have not or i know will not accept me. that is ok i dont need anyones acceptance or approval to do what i want and as long as me and amber want each other in our lifes then everyone else either decides it worth shaun or ambers friendship or you move on and do your own thing to that i can say no hard feelings i love you all.
im broke and i need money and that is stressing me out going back to full time cures that issue but for the next two weeks im suffering for money. but besides that i love life and i love you all. have a good day im glad to get this off my chest. bye
for now.