I Am Next To Being Done
So I had my endoscopy today, and it was nerve-wracking at first, but then I was knocked out--and when I came out of it, I had a panic attack (Apparently gfor over an hour) and they transferred me to Lancaster General. I was there for all of twenty minutes before they discharged me for "Anxiety".
And apparently the endoscopy is clean and the Gastroentenologist is convinced it's all in my head and wants me to go see a lying cheating scumbag Psychiatrist.
Da wants to se about testing to see if gluten is causing it, and I swear, if I do that and it comes back nothing, I am fucking DONE. I am sick and tired of these doctors guessign and testing and saying "yes it is" and "no it isn't" and passing me back and forth like a football.
Psychiatrists are evil. They lie about medications ("Oh, gee Mr. Buzzard, we're going to put Heather on some anti-depressents, just half a pill a day and she'll feel better" Teehee they're actually tranquilizers.) and do stupid inkblot tests and are utterly useless.
I won't do it. If it's not gluten and they don't have anything else to say about it, I am done. I will suck it up and deal with the vomiting and that will be it.
And apparently the endoscopy is clean and the Gastroentenologist is convinced it's all in my head and wants me to go see a lying cheating scumbag Psychiatrist.
Da wants to se about testing to see if gluten is causing it, and I swear, if I do that and it comes back nothing, I am fucking DONE. I am sick and tired of these doctors guessign and testing and saying "yes it is" and "no it isn't" and passing me back and forth like a football.
Psychiatrists are evil. They lie about medications ("Oh, gee Mr. Buzzard, we're going to put Heather on some anti-depressents, just half a pill a day and she'll feel better" Teehee they're actually tranquilizers.) and do stupid inkblot tests and are utterly useless.
I won't do it. If it's not gluten and they don't have anything else to say about it, I am done. I will suck it up and deal with the vomiting and that will be it.