i adore her
apprehensive, anxious, excited, nervous. just a few feelings that i am coated with when i think of her name. stomach torn open and thousands of butterflies are free to roam the city. never would i have thought another could bring such a feeling to me. lost before, love was lust until i looked into her eyes. three weeks i have been blessed with her company, a lifetime is what is felt. time is still needed, but i will not regret it. longing to hold her close and never let go. selfish, yes it may seem. "love is the only rational act." no other feeling can be shared that is greater than love. although it may not always be rational, the meaning remains. greater than the ordinary, meaningless lip service i hear all the time. every word she speaks is adored. hearing her voice holds enough energy to light up a darkened city. so what do i do to make this feeling go away? do i want this feeling to go away? no. no matter what feeling she gives me i will welcome it with open arms.