May 25, 2005 18:16
8th grade seems so far away now. everything was so simple back then. i'm scared to move on and grow up. i don't wanna! i don't know if i can take care of myself, well i can but getting a job and all that seems so hard to do and deal with. i'm afraid to grow up and be out on my own all alone.
man, i have never had a girlfriend of my whole sad lonely 14 years...i'm tired of it but there's just not that many girls that i like. well i guess you could say only one girl that i like right now, at east they're either black, ditzy, or to good a friend to like
so anyway....just wanted to get that out there