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Okay, so Matt and Jenna decided to hold back on their engagement. Does that mean they're disengaged? Or unengaged? Whatever. Matt also lost his job. I think all of this is kind of sad, because I have a feeling something led to Jenna giving the ring back. I hope all is well with him. I can't say that I don't find it humorous that they decided to hold back on things because they "don't know each other well enough", seeing as they got engaged after two weeks of dating. I do. I think it's freaking hilarious. I was just hoping he would do well for once, though. A job. A girl. A future. =/
But in all honesty, I still kind of wish he'd end up with me. I don't even want him. I'm no longer in love with him. I don't know- it's just how i always imagined things would be. I just can't imagine myself with anyone else. I can't imagine myself with him either, though. Ahh. I'm sure it will all make sense someday, right? =/
I'm tired. G'night
-Trac
P.S. I've become a commentwhore at ohnotheydidnt. That's a GREAT community. I even saw Heather over there the other day :P