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So i am home from work until Thursday cause i have an upper respitatory infection AND Bronchitis....lovely......i feel like beyond shit....very achy and dizzy.....im missing soo much work though...crap
in other news i had ANOTHER fucking run in with patricks sister.....i really dont know what to do anymore...ive had it up to here and i cant take it.....what happened was on Sunday patricks car died AGAIn....that POS is pissing us both off,.....so i told him i think he should look into a new car he cannot keep going through this shit......so we get home to his house and his mom and sister are there...and the first thing the sister says is "Patrick you HAVE to lease a car a American car cause it will save you soooooo much money" so i said that i feel a lease is a total waste of money and he can afford to buy one....after i said this kristin shot the dirtiest look at me...i swear to god there were daggers coming out of her eyes......so shes shooting dirty looks at me till patrick is like lets go have lunch "his back was to her" so hes already outside and as i am leaving i hear her say under her breath "controllling bitch" WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT ABOUT? I TELL THE TRUTH ON HOW PATRICK WILL WASTE MONEY ON LEASING A CAR AND SHE CALLS ME A CONTROLLING BITCH!!!!! I was soo pissed off i just told patrick im fucking done with her......and all he says is that i am over reacting......over reacting? this is the same girl who has been in my face yelling at me...called me nasty names and bad mouthed me to the family and says that patrick can do better than me>??? wtf.....i know she is jealous that i have a life and she has nothing but still....being around her is like being in a emotionally abusive relationship...she brings everyone down and makes you all feel like crap......and it is always her way or the high way...and the hissy fits she throws are horrible.....and i know once patricks parents die she is going to have no where to go and she will be our responsibility.....and im gonna have a family of my own so i am not going to be able to take care of her....but since she is patricks sister he will of course choose her over me.....i dont know what to do anymore...its getting to the point where i cannot look at her......shes a bitch to both me and my friends and i cannot handle it anymore.....ive been thinking about it alot lately...i think taking a break from patricks family and him is the best thing for me.....but i know this will not solve any problems but i need to clear my head right now....i am sooooo beyond stressed its killing me....i am trying to work, go to school, plan a wedding and have a social life....its too much and i am always sick.....i need to get out of here for a while......
in other news i had ANOTHER fucking run in with patricks sister.....i really dont know what to do anymore...ive had it up to here and i cant take it.....what happened was on Sunday patricks car died AGAIn....that POS is pissing us both off,.....so i told him i think he should look into a new car he cannot keep going through this shit......so we get home to his house and his mom and sister are there...and the first thing the sister says is "Patrick you HAVE to lease a car a American car cause it will save you soooooo much money" so i said that i feel a lease is a total waste of money and he can afford to buy one....after i said this kristin shot the dirtiest look at me...i swear to god there were daggers coming out of her eyes......so shes shooting dirty looks at me till patrick is like lets go have lunch "his back was to her" so hes already outside and as i am leaving i hear her say under her breath "controllling bitch" WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT ABOUT? I TELL THE TRUTH ON HOW PATRICK WILL WASTE MONEY ON LEASING A CAR AND SHE CALLS ME A CONTROLLING BITCH!!!!! I was soo pissed off i just told patrick im fucking done with her......and all he says is that i am over reacting......over reacting? this is the same girl who has been in my face yelling at me...called me nasty names and bad mouthed me to the family and says that patrick can do better than me>??? wtf.....i know she is jealous that i have a life and she has nothing but still....being around her is like being in a emotionally abusive relationship...she brings everyone down and makes you all feel like crap......and it is always her way or the high way...and the hissy fits she throws are horrible.....and i know once patricks parents die she is going to have no where to go and she will be our responsibility.....and im gonna have a family of my own so i am not going to be able to take care of her....but since she is patricks sister he will of course choose her over me.....i dont know what to do anymore...its getting to the point where i cannot look at her......shes a bitch to both me and my friends and i cannot handle it anymore.....ive been thinking about it alot lately...i think taking a break from patricks family and him is the best thing for me.....but i know this will not solve any problems but i need to clear my head right now....i am sooooo beyond stressed its killing me....i am trying to work, go to school, plan a wedding and have a social life....its too much and i am always sick.....i need to get out of here for a while......