hang my picture on your wall
stomach muscles tense up
head feels light and dizzy
Nose is running
Slightly covering my mouth
booking it down the hallway
reaching the bathroom
open a cold metal door
puke continuously into the toilet bowl
SO how does it feel?
Like shoving crackers in my mouth
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Driving down the street and I hear a song
Keep Rollin' Rollin' Rollin'
The movie in my head returns.
Savy dancing around my living room, like a complete idiot. Trying to imitate the dance on the music video, then giving up and just flailing her arms in circles and kicking her legs in the air.
While I sat on the couch trying to drink a glass of water, which in the middle of I began to laugh, and it started coming out my nose.
Good Times
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Why is it that all the good times are so far away? This transition is kicking my ass. The feeling of emptiness has come over me. I feel as though there is nothing in this world that can ever fill that hole. Pretending its not there is the best way to do it. Pretending life is dandy, pretending I like you, pretending I love you.
Everything is fake.
Masks covering faces,
Hidden truths
and Hidden lies
Dummy bodies
All to show
there is something
other than this
head feels light and dizzy
Nose is running
Slightly covering my mouth
booking it down the hallway
reaching the bathroom
open a cold metal door
puke continuously into the toilet bowl
SO how does it feel?
Like shoving crackers in my mouth
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
Driving down the street and I hear a song
Keep Rollin' Rollin' Rollin'
The movie in my head returns.
Savy dancing around my living room, like a complete idiot. Trying to imitate the dance on the music video, then giving up and just flailing her arms in circles and kicking her legs in the air.
While I sat on the couch trying to drink a glass of water, which in the middle of I began to laugh, and it started coming out my nose.
Good Times
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
Why is it that all the good times are so far away? This transition is kicking my ass. The feeling of emptiness has come over me. I feel as though there is nothing in this world that can ever fill that hole. Pretending its not there is the best way to do it. Pretending life is dandy, pretending I like you, pretending I love you.
Everything is fake.
Masks covering faces,
Hidden truths
and Hidden lies
Dummy bodies
All to show
there is something
other than this