I am so dumb, just beat me up

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I've had it all forever,
I've had enough

remember you promised me?
I'm dying I'm dying please
I want to, I need to be
under your skin

our love is quick sand

_________________________Hole

Bitter mouth.... the absolute truth
______________________________________________________________________________who wants this?

So ananomous people asked me if I miss Bernie

Of course I do.

You can't go from one minute loving the person you've been with for almost four years to not caring about them. Yea I fucking hate shit hes done, the way I was treated. But I'll always love him, I shared so many things with him, so many memories.

Its really hard to forget the happy moments, they totally override all the bad shit thats ever happened.

Although I love him....
I hate him!

______How does that work?
_____Why do I feel this way, again?
____Why don't I just forget?
___Why doesn't someone just take me away?
__Make me forget
_Make me happy

Should I call him?
Should I forget him?

I don't know,

this broken heart doesn't mend,
its very much open for pain