it's 3 am and I'm still up...

May 23, 2007 01:29

I haven't been able to sleep very well lately. This time it was due to the thunderstorm. Now I can't go back to sleep. I somewhat cleaned Scott's apartment. There is a pile of clothes needing to be washed literally waist high. I'll cut into that tomorrow.

I've been so stressed lately trying to get stuff ready to go back to school. I'm starting a new job that I'm not all that excited about, except for the pay and insurance and hours. Well wait...not the hours. 630-230. Six motherfucking thirty in the morning.

Thursday Scott left for a roadtrip back home. He conned his friend Sam into going. I miss him but I'm glad a. that someone went with him and b. that he got to go home to see his family. His niece took him for show and tell at school today. cutest thing EVER!! I swear it feels really good to be in a relationship that's healthy. I feel so good about myself, him and us. It's a compeltely different feeling than i've ever had. he text'd me saying he was sorry he hasn't called he doesn't get reception (his family lives in the middle of no where Wisconsin). I told him wasn't worried, I figured he's just been having a roadtrip. Thing is, I really wasn't worried.

is it bad that i wish andy and I could be friends. but i guess it's just not in the cards. I hope he's doing well. his mom and I keep playing phone tag as I called her for mothers day.

In other news, my knee is getting better. I want so much to go running and to be able to dance.

I can't believe it's almost summer already.

I'm gonna lay my sleepy ass on the couch.
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