Dec 29, 2005 01:52
I hate Landon. I fucking swear to god I hate him. He used me to get back with his ex, AND he's dating someone ELSE along with it. I'm so fucking confused. Why would he accept my offer to be mine? Duh. Because I'm FAMOUS. I fucking hate this. Sometimes, I just want to give it all up. I mean, I love the fans, and I feel like the luckiest person ever to be able to forfill my dream, but people want to get with me JUST BECAUSE I'M FAMOUS, which sucks. I love(d) Landon dearly, and I feel like a part of me is missing...but...thanks to Nikkie, Dani, Tamara, Synester and Zack. Synester expecially for pulling the gun out of my hand. I really would have experienced "Bang Bang Guns Go Bang"... Thanks so much guys <3
-Sonny