The most horrible day of my life

Dec 03, 2005 12:46

Wednesday, November 29th, 2005 was the worst day of my fucking LIFE. I can't believe I cheated on Alysha AGAIN. I'm so stupid. And now I really lost her...forever...Our divorce is now final and oh my gawd. I can't breathe...I can't believe I let her go. You would think that I'd stop partying and drinking while there were crazy girls around, but ( Read more... )

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Re: Reply to your post... stm_fftl December 3 2005, 19:36:13 UTC
That's not true, and you know it. I love you with all of my heart, and you know that as well. I don't know why I keep cheating on you, Alysha. I honestly don't. I'm so confused. I want to be with you for the rest of my life, but I keep fucking it up and I can't tell you how many times I've cried about it. I really, truely love you, Alysha. I love you with my heart and soul <3 I'm so sorry.

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

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Re: Reply to your post... lstbrkncnfsd27 December 3 2005, 19:45:42 UTC
sonny...ferseriously..why do you always do this to me? you hurt me and then make it seem like its okay. well, it's not. and you need to realize that

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Re: Reply to your post... stm_fftl December 3 2005, 23:41:12 UTC
I'm sorry

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Hey Sonny carly_marie_275 December 4 2005, 02:26:01 UTC
Hey Sonny, darlin. I haven't talked to you in a while. How ever have you been?

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