ehem

[stldude14]

you know that scene in the movie where the guy's been dumped and he's just hanging out and he's wearing a robe and chain smoking and his apartment's a mess and he has that glazed look in his eyes and he ignores the fact that his hair is sticking up in the back and he hasn't eaten or slept in about a week. he's just generally a total mess.

I feel like that guy right now. I mean, physically. not emtionally at all. I haven't been dumped, the opposite occured. and she's awesome. i just
feel
like
total
and
complete
shit.

it's kinda nice to feel like total shit and still be happy.