back at it again

Mar 25, 2005 14:54

location: Thailand

Hey people, i am still here. went forever without writing, but oh well, no one really reads this anyway, well save probably one person.
We are parked off the coast of thailand and today is my second and last day out in town... Pattaya. Yes, the grown mans paradise. Very good time. My first day out i got some suits custom made and fitted, a one hour foot massage and some real food.

Today i got a one hour Thai massage (martina you ain't got shit on these women here). Had some drinks at the hard rock, and now i am on the net. some more drinks for a few hours to kill the day, pick up my suits, some fresh water since ours on board is BAD for drinking, then back to the ship for some good sleep. I got lots of packages recently from my family and my greatest fan ever, Amazon.com. INCUBUS CD's up the wahoo! Good morale booster, but i am still depressed... partially from the booze. Mostly from my current command. i cannot wait to get back home and leave this shit behind me. I have pretty much stopped caring about the Fleet. Unfortunately, i am really lonely. Everyone around me is finding love or some form of it, but not this man. All i got is me myself and i. WOW... well maybe one girl back home but i seriously doubt it. All talk. She has no patience and something keeps hinting to me that she just doesn't feel me. Probably the BG's from not having a relationship in god knows how long, but whatever. She still makes a great friend no matter what. Remember my little personal quote "Everything in life tends to unfold as it should."

Now to see where life takes me after this place. Whoever reads this, take care and i'll will write again soon.

laterz,
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