JKL
Jut bored and wanted to update my journal. Had a horrible dream last night! Nothing to do with death or sadness, it had to do with my ex girlfriend! KLO back me up on this one, if you ever have a dream about your ex it just ruins the point of sleep. I was back home, at some party at a friends house and some said she was coming in, of course i immediatley was like "WHAT THE FUCK?!" What made it worse was the fact that she acted all mature and grown up finally. So when i woke up and realized that she really isn't like that at all, it just ruined it. I haven't thought about her in.... god ages... but apparently she has a hiding spot in the back of my subconscious that i just can't kick her out of. Before i left for bot camp i tried to set things right between all the people i had problems with in the past. Didn't want to leave home knowing there was nothing i did to try and right a wrong. Of course she was on the list.... low on the list. She seemed pretty cool about the whole thing and asked me if i wanted to meet up or go for a walk. I thought about it and agreed. Well, the next day, while i was hanging out with some friends one of them leaned in and was like "Jon, are you getting back together with your ex?" i was like "WHAT?!" Then told me how she had been telling everyone at work how i was going to meet her because i needed closure between the two of us. Long story short i got home and wrote her a pretty fucking mean email. I still feel bad for losing it so quickly but hey, i have had some pretty harsh experiences and rough times from that girl. Can't blame me. Oh well, i have wasted too much time typing about her anyways. MOVING ALONG!
We are just chilling, out somewhere in the ocean. Nothing very interesting going on over on my side. Christmas is coming up, but that just makes this place all the more lonesome. Ah i miss home! The one place i truly wish i could wake up at. Actually, if i could i wish i could wake up back in training and sto myself from walking away from my class. Well... kind of... i still can't do a job that i hate.
Speaking of job, been looking at the CIA a little bit. They don't really require much in the way of schooling (don't worry, i still plan on going to college) all they are really focused on is a foreign language. SO! if i can get myself back into French again, i can prolly head in that field. However, the CIA probably will do a lot of over seas work with me then. Good and all, but i really want some state side time. maybe after college, if i am even married by then, i will feel better about going abroad again. Hell i have already seen the middle east, africa and Asia, what a better way to finish it up than to go hit Europe, AND THIS TIME i can actually see it! Not just off the side of a ship. We will see, as usual. Everything unfolds as it should.
laterz
We are just chilling, out somewhere in the ocean. Nothing very interesting going on over on my side. Christmas is coming up, but that just makes this place all the more lonesome. Ah i miss home! The one place i truly wish i could wake up at. Actually, if i could i wish i could wake up back in training and sto myself from walking away from my class. Well... kind of... i still can't do a job that i hate.
Speaking of job, been looking at the CIA a little bit. They don't really require much in the way of schooling (don't worry, i still plan on going to college) all they are really focused on is a foreign language. SO! if i can get myself back into French again, i can prolly head in that field. However, the CIA probably will do a lot of over seas work with me then. Good and all, but i really want some state side time. maybe after college, if i am even married by then, i will feel better about going abroad again. Hell i have already seen the middle east, africa and Asia, what a better way to finish it up than to go hit Europe, AND THIS TIME i can actually see it! Not just off the side of a ship. We will see, as usual. Everything unfolds as it should.
laterz