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[stjudedoorway]

you know what I'm tired of?
waking up every morning and
hyper-ventilating.
and going to bed every night
and-hyperventaling.
and randomly hyper-ventilating,
throughout the day.
all for no aparrent reason,
unless im just not facing facts here.
this used to happen to me alot
when i was in high school.
but then it magically disappeared.
i just want this to fucking go away.
blah....!!! %&*@$$*!
its days like these i think that
i am seriously not okay.