Hold me now,I'm six feet from the edge and im thinkin'......

[stjimmy07]

I just don't understand.I can't ever stay happy.I just seem to be put in horrible moods.Sad moods.Now I just can't take it anymore.This pain is unbareable.Not like anyone cares.When does anyone care about what I say?It doesn't change what people think of me.I feel like shit.I feel like I just had something ripped out of me.Nothing there.No soul.No nothing.I can't understand that I just am a screw up and no one wants me around.I just want to get away.Run away,go far.So far that no one can hear my screams,because as it is no one can.They can't see what is going on.They can't realize that what happen is just ripping at me and just making me feel like shit.I know I didn't do anything wrong.But I also know I am just someone people can do w/out.No one needs me around.I'm not like the best guy in the world.No one cares if I just left.If I didn't show up to school,everyone would just think I was staying home sick.Maybe thats a good idea.Just leave.Not come back.Make everyone think I am sick so I can be off alone screaming for help.For someone to come save me from the torture.But what am I complaining about.No one cares.Some people are going to think this is about them but it isn't.It's about me.It's about how I just do this to myself.I put myself in dark places.I put myself in bad moods.I put myself in the types of moods of just giving up and saying good bye to this piece of shit world.Well I guess I am done.No reason to keep going on!

Comment if you want.Bitch if you'd like because its no use!

-Darrell
The one that lives in the darkness