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i just returned from church, a great service today. i was suppose to have CQ but someone got in trouble and they are now stuck with it, im not complaining. i was sitting in church and asking the only person whos opinion really matters in this, what he felt about me and steph getting married, and all i could feel was joy and warmth. i knew he was backing me b/c of the feelings that he instills in me show me that he is there, he lets me live my life the way i am b/c it is right. i spoke to ashley miller b4 she got married and asked her how she could miss out on all that the single life has to offer and she simply said " getting married to the man i love and starting a family is what ive always wanted. partying and such is just what you do in the mean time. i feel blessed to have found the right person at a young age." she was right, so many people look for their entire lives and never find the right person, i have, and im going to marry her, im not missing out on big parties, single life with the guys, im gaining stories of being happy, memories that i will never forget, memories of being with the the person that completes the person i am. i love her, and ive got nothing to prove by wedding her, i am doing it b/c i want to, and sometimes that is good enough.