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It's been a while since i've posted. I keep forgetting I have a livejournal, and so i'm only on here a few times a week or so. It's not like myspace haha. I do feel a lot more free on livejournal because I can say things, and not having to hold back and watch my words and such. It's nice.
As of lately, life has been, a bit rocky. School is great and all, but I do believe it's time for a change, a break maybe, and I know that's coming up in 2 weeks which should be cool, but nonetheless it's stressful. College is stressful for all of you high schoolers out there. Don't get me wrong, high school was stressful as well, but damn.
About a month ago, I decided to go back on my anti-depressants, from all the stress, and from all of the shit drama that I've had to deal with. I don't know, I think i bring my past to me a lot, and i can't seem to get over that obstacle, even though all of that stuff happened over a year and a half ago. Not a day goes by when I don't think about what I could have done to make that whole situation a mere memory and how i could have just gotten over it sooner before it got to the point where I can't stop forgetting about it. As of lately though, I'm just tired of feeling like whenever I have a bad day, that's something to fall back upon and make me feel even worse and worse. I'm just done with all of that. Funny thing is though, is she really done with making up the same bullshit that she did so long ago...no she's not. How sad is that?
Christmas is here...and the music is already buzzing. It was buzzing like 3 weeks ago. Jessie, Emily, and I went to the gas station and I heard Nsync Christmas tunes over the loudspeaker...I love that CD! hahaha.
I hope everyone had a great holiday week. It's nice to see faces that I haven't seen in such a long time and I'm glad everyone got a chance to reminisce all over again with good friends.
Let me know what's going on with everyone's lives!
As of lately, life has been, a bit rocky. School is great and all, but I do believe it's time for a change, a break maybe, and I know that's coming up in 2 weeks which should be cool, but nonetheless it's stressful. College is stressful for all of you high schoolers out there. Don't get me wrong, high school was stressful as well, but damn.
About a month ago, I decided to go back on my anti-depressants, from all the stress, and from all of the shit drama that I've had to deal with. I don't know, I think i bring my past to me a lot, and i can't seem to get over that obstacle, even though all of that stuff happened over a year and a half ago. Not a day goes by when I don't think about what I could have done to make that whole situation a mere memory and how i could have just gotten over it sooner before it got to the point where I can't stop forgetting about it. As of lately though, I'm just tired of feeling like whenever I have a bad day, that's something to fall back upon and make me feel even worse and worse. I'm just done with all of that. Funny thing is though, is she really done with making up the same bullshit that she did so long ago...no she's not. How sad is that?
Christmas is here...and the music is already buzzing. It was buzzing like 3 weeks ago. Jessie, Emily, and I went to the gas station and I heard Nsync Christmas tunes over the loudspeaker...I love that CD! hahaha.
I hope everyone had a great holiday week. It's nice to see faces that I haven't seen in such a long time and I'm glad everyone got a chance to reminisce all over again with good friends.
Let me know what's going on with everyone's lives!