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There's certain times in life when everything just doesn't seem to fit into place. Things just don't bend well, they don't attach. I don't know, it's just that weird weird feeling that sometimes you don't belong in the place that you want to be and fit in at the same time. Like say I message someone on AIM and all of a sudden they either say they have to go, or else don't really talk much, and then when you see them in real life, it's like nothing ever happened, or else I don't exist. "who are you, what do you want?" kind of thing. It's kind of weird when you are good friends so many years ago, or else maybe a month ago and now it just seems like you aren't fully capable of having a conversation with me. I feel like i'm bothering people or something. Is this just me?
College is great. i'm liking the experience and the whole meeting new people thing. There are some guys that I like and hey, maybe something will happen for the first time in a long time, and I think i'm ready.
And here comes the shitty part of this whole blog:
I have a doctors' appointment on Friday because I'm starting to get left side pains...just like the pains of the whole cyst thing, but on the other side. This really does blow. I just hope it's not what i think it is....
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College is great. i'm liking the experience and the whole meeting new people thing. There are some guys that I like and hey, maybe something will happen for the first time in a long time, and I think i'm ready.
And here comes the shitty part of this whole blog:
I have a doctors' appointment on Friday because I'm starting to get left side pains...just like the pains of the whole cyst thing, but on the other side. This really does blow. I just hope it's not what i think it is....
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