Aug 16, 2006 02:32
So if there's one thing that I learned from just carrying boxes a long ways away, and setting up an entire dorm room for Mercedes, is that it really doesn't feel real, going to college and stuff. Yes, i'm staying home, but being here right here, right now, just experiencing first hand what it's really like to be away from home and staying in a random place with completely different people, it's amazing. I'm having a blast up here. It just seems like I can do what ever the hell I want and not feeling like I will get in trouble or be looked down upon by others.
Ahh, if only I didn't have a damn cyst in me, I would be having this experience just like any other college student living in a dorm (or temporary housing if anything). I'm not mad I'm not staying home, I'm mad that I'm missing out on the whole experience that everyone will be having. I'll be up here a lot, considering there are people up here that I love, I'll visit Iowa City a few times to see Kate and everyone up there. I'll prolly go to Rockford to visit Lisa, I couldn't tell ya, but being around the college scene is nice. Iowa State is nice...:)