Just need reactions

Apr 27, 2010 08:29

Nate asked me if I'd looked around at all for a new apartment yet, not that he was trying to rush me out, just if I saw someplace nice that was close to work that I could get a good deal on...

And I just couldn't figure out why it'd matter where I live once I get done helping them, where I serve out the rest of my sentence. I figured out yesterday that there's 3760 days until Vlad turns 18. Maybe once things are stable enough for me to move out of here, there'll be someone else who needs a roommate. Or maybe some kind of miracle will happen and there will somehow be some bit of meaning and purpose to my life. Right now, I'm assuming that I'll find a cheap apartment, maybe even the same building as the one I've got now, and find things to distract myself, like craft projects and facebook games. But it really isn't going to matter where, it's not like it'll be my new home where I'll have a new life. I don't have a life. I'm a legal zombie, I can't get a life. So, it really doesn't matter if it's a nice apartment, or if it's close to work, just that it's cheap, and whenever I need to move, there will be cheap, crappy apartments available somewhere in the Cedar Rapids area.
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