f a t e . s t a n d s . a l o n e .
i think after last night it's finally hit me that the people in this town are not worth the attention they get. i've given chance after chance, and every time (i) just seem to furthur understand how futile my efforts really are. i've been fighting an uphill battle to overcome all of this shit-talking and mundane bullshit this town seems to thrive on, only to see it all come back and hit me in the face time and time again. there's more to life than being the cool 'scene' kid that everyone loves or hates. there's more to life than feeling dominant over someone else because your music is more 'real' than theirs, or because you have the cooler haircut. fuck that. people need to grow up, and take their childish ideals with them. i can count the number of people that have given back the effort i've put into them in the last three years on one hand. and i'm skeptical about some of them. i can't begin to explain the dissapointment and emptyness that fills me with. i'm surrounded by all of the people i've spent the last few years of my life with, and i still feel more alone than i ever have in my life. and the couple of you that i (love) more than anything aren't even here for me.
i thought you'd always be there for me, but where are (you) now?
i thought you'd always be there for me, but where are (you) now?