Aug 10, 2005 00:30
I think It's pretty funny the way people turn out in the future. I rather not waste my time in the past knowing that it was not welcoming nor worm. I hate the fact that my childhood was spent in and out of courts for my education. It never gave me time to every start friendships in the beginning of life. Now that i reach my mid teenage years I noticed that people I meant a few years back. Just thought of me as the weird girl with no friends. "But don't worry your cool now". Something that i lack makes me smile because If i really was involved with those morons. I would have just become another dramatic idiot over random acts of idiocy.
As the years go, I'm not saying that I'm really old now. I just noticed that I should at least grasp what i do have left of being a kid. After 18 i just feel like its down the drain. We as humans have to reteach ourselves how to be grown ups. Or more like becoming robots.
I'm ashamed of myself that what artistic ability i was bless with in the beginning of my life. I barely use it. I would like to go to art school.. But to go to an art school you need a pretty reasonable portfolio that i lack
I'm not looking forward to going to school this year. The friendships that i did make when i was there where with graduates. It's not that i don't mind being in the same room with people but I just notice that little thing affect there lifes. I feel most of the time when I'm around that I'm the middle peice that everyone seems to confined in when theres a secret to be told. or to talk to most of the time. Are school is base on a strict dress code. Which in my opinion is pretty stupid. There only reason for the code is to prepare young student in the real world that everyone is supost to be straight laced and clean cut. Which isnt true in most cases. Maybe I'm just the different one but none of my family members have to wear a colored shirt to work unless the work has already supplied them with the proper clothing they would have to wear. I'm a straight A student. I dont think what i ware affects my learning. If others are offended with things sewn together with dental string and multicolored hair then I think they should open there eyes for being so shallow. People being different is what makes the world a better Place.
Anyway to conclude on my random rambling I think the teachers and "headmaster" should take a good look on how there teaching students and less about what there wearing. For goodness sakes kids only have a few more years until the "real world" strips you from your imagination.