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Time is moving on and doing nothing for me.
I have the week off. Along with that I finish most of the client work and there is currently nothing to do. For the first time im maybe two years I have 5 days of "free time".
I dont mind it, I am not doing much, sleeping a bit and planning what to do next month for a new year, a year i promised would be one most ambitious ones.
I feel nothing anymore but a cryptic air around me. Sitting here quietly makes me think about the things have done. I met a lot of people in my life and i never talk to any of them. I dont even remember people anymore. getting old and dying soon. I will have done nothing and I will leave nothing.
I have several projects and Ideas i want to do but as always they will fall by the wayside as the realities of life take all my time.
I miss you
I have the week off. Along with that I finish most of the client work and there is currently nothing to do. For the first time im maybe two years I have 5 days of "free time".
I dont mind it, I am not doing much, sleeping a bit and planning what to do next month for a new year, a year i promised would be one most ambitious ones.
I feel nothing anymore but a cryptic air around me. Sitting here quietly makes me think about the things have done. I met a lot of people in my life and i never talk to any of them. I dont even remember people anymore. getting old and dying soon. I will have done nothing and I will leave nothing.
I have several projects and Ideas i want to do but as always they will fall by the wayside as the realities of life take all my time.
I miss you