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I think i am having some sort of mid-life crisis or something.
I always said i didnt think I was going to take my aging with much enthusiasm in anyway.
I am not freaking out or anything, but today felt like it lasted 10 years and and I feel like I feel asleep and woke up 20 years later.
When I think about myself I dont feel like a child but I think like one, like nothing is evolving correctly. I cant put it in words, its like some sort of stasis on learning.
I think I am working too hard, it all seems so blurry.
so old so old
I always said i didnt think I was going to take my aging with much enthusiasm in anyway.
I am not freaking out or anything, but today felt like it lasted 10 years and and I feel like I feel asleep and woke up 20 years later.
When I think about myself I dont feel like a child but I think like one, like nothing is evolving correctly. I cant put it in words, its like some sort of stasis on learning.
I think I am working too hard, it all seems so blurry.
so old so old