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So i need to remind myself I have become a horrible person.
All I Do is work now, I feel a little less stressed these days but only because I just stopped caring about everything.
I am not suicidal
Everything is image these days. Everything I do is either to make money, or an attempt to make my image look better. I talk to people, but there is no conversation anymore, all I do is brag about how great I am in order to project this facade that my life is so great am I am this genius artist who knows everything. I dont care who I talk to, I am no longer interested in who they are or what they do. To me everyone has become mere a pawn That I will attempt to use for my own selfish gain.
Maybe I should move to LA,
But I am so calm now, If I dont care about other's then they dont care about me. I can do what I always wanted to sit alone and think of stupid pictures to draw.
IT is a pathetic life, and a peaceful one. a sad life that many would die to have.
All I Do is work now, I feel a little less stressed these days but only because I just stopped caring about everything.
I am not suicidal
Everything is image these days. Everything I do is either to make money, or an attempt to make my image look better. I talk to people, but there is no conversation anymore, all I do is brag about how great I am in order to project this facade that my life is so great am I am this genius artist who knows everything. I dont care who I talk to, I am no longer interested in who they are or what they do. To me everyone has become mere a pawn That I will attempt to use for my own selfish gain.
Maybe I should move to LA,
But I am so calm now, If I dont care about other's then they dont care about me. I can do what I always wanted to sit alone and think of stupid pictures to draw.
IT is a pathetic life, and a peaceful one. a sad life that many would die to have.