blame it on the bitchy mood
i havent updated in a while.... i know. nothing really interesting to say. life has been the same for the most part with the same routine every day with an occasional glimpse of utter happiness. well, i just read stefs end of the year entry so i was inspired to write my own. so its now the 21st and 11 days (including today) and the year of 2004 will be over and i will be 16. to tell you the truth the year has come and left and i dont have much to show for you. i have however grown this year and continued to mature. i also have some amazing friends to show for it. and i guess thats all that matters. how time flies, i remember being in 5th grade worrying about my audition piece and what high school id go to and all this other crap that is now comepltly irrelevant and in almost a year and a half i will be off to college. i dont know where or with who but its kinda scary. i wish time would stop so i could be a kid forever, i unlike alot of people dont wanna leave highschool. yea school is crappy and drama is annoying but highschool is amazing and i dont wanna leave. i dont wanna turn 16 because with that comes added resposibility and maturity and all i care to do is play in the sandbox for a bit longer. so i guess im bringing on this year with a bit of melancholy but with a bit of hope that this year or so will be amazing to close of my child years so when college comes ill be ready.