life after [deth]?.....
Is there such a factor as a life after death? This theory has been a prominent struggle amongst spiritualy inspired communities and scientist all around the world. Death plays such a strong role in our daily lives, that as much as we'd like to avoid such a subject... the GRIM REAPER has its way of slicing through our thoughts.
For some my lifestyle may seem a bit "morbid ", and I truly can't deny this factor. From the clothes I wear, the music I listen to, thru the art I create.... death has its way of leaving its trails amongst the way. But see I view death a bit differently than what most of society see's it to be.
Death [deth] - noun
1- The act of dying; the end of life; the total and permanent cessation of all the vital of an organism.
Death as defined in dictionaries is the end of all existing life. I can't fathom this idea.. because as we all know in our chemistry class energy does not die, it only changes form. As a spiritual derived person I ofcourse believe in the existance of the soul (spirit). The energy that stimulates the mental and physical body, "the breath if life" if you will. Leading me to my conclusion.... life after death. Is there such a thing, or is it all a fable? Let you be the judge of it....
Just the other day I had gone with a group of friends to the everglades. Equipped with cameras and lights, we scavanged thru unoccupied buildings that were left abandoned for who knows how long. Our trail started off taking pictures of broken down doors, rusted post signs etc. We came across one building that had what seems to be remnants of the value jet flight 592 that had crashed about a decade ago. Very creeped out we took pictures of the seats that wer left behind, and our friend Jeorge took some of paper work left behind. Searching thru other rooms and walking around this large graveyard of abandoned buildings. With soar muscles and back pains.... the remains of that value jet was the last thing in our minds.
That very same night I had a very strange dream. I was riding in a car my friend Tanya was driving, and in the back seat this small blonde girl appeared sitting down. I had asked my friend if she knew who she was, and replied with "no". As I turned back to face her and ask her who she was, her body had dissapeared and re-appeared. For some reason I was not scared. I had asked her for her name, she replied "sarah", I asked her why she was sitting back there and all she did was smile at me and humm some childish song. Shortly after another pair of little kids appeared sitting next to her all with blonde hair and fair skin. (Really children of the corn)
We drove off to what seemed to be some huge room, and inside this room there were three long rows of chairs left unoccupied. The kids sat down and one by one a large group of people came in filling up all the chairs. I was overwhelmed for some reason, and started crying. I started "preaching" in a way, explaining they had to rest, they had to let go of this physical plane and go to where they belong, the heavens. I kept apologizing for what had happened to them, but it was their time to rest and go in peace. My friend Tanya and I held hands and started chanting some words I cannot remember at this moment. This huge ray of light charged in from above, and emerged the whole room with bright white light. Shortly after the room was left empty and I was feeling a sense of happiness and relief. Before leaving this room I felt a tug on the bottom of my shirt and found Sarah looking up at me. She smiled said "thank you" and disappeared.
I woke up questioning my dream. " What was the meaning of this dream "? Why did I wake feeling all emotional. Then suddenly Aero Jet flight 592 flashed right before my eyes.... it all made sense to me now.
At work that same day I started to investigate this about this accident. I came across one site that had a virtual memorial to all those who had died in the crash. Dissapointed in not finding a Sarah, I thought maybe it was just my mind playing tricks on me. Maybe I was really bothered by the items we found the other day, and this was my mind being all creative. But I did not give up. There were some names that had included pictures with them. I decided to browse thru these pictures and to my suprise.... found this one family portrait of three small blond children. At this moment Goose bumps filled every pore of my body. The girl in the picture was identical to that one of my dream. I later found out that girl that resembled the one in my dream was called Laura.... not Sarah. Could of been mistaken very easily by the pronounciation of the name. Who knows....
Makes you think... hmmm....?
I can't upload my picture due to the online restricitons my job has... but I can surely send this link.....
http://www.flight592.com/TheGallery/passenge.htm
Look under the McNitt family.
My friends and I are still in shock.
You be the judge....