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Technically, I've finished college. I mean, I have spring courses to prepare me for the credential program, but I have finished my actual degree work.
I'd feel a lot better about this if Dustin hadn't decided that the day before my finals was the perfect time to inform me that he has pretty much decided to join the marines.
And that we'll break up when that happens. It turns out that knowing you could be dumped at any minute is worse than being surprised.
For FOUR YEARS we've talked about getting married someday and having kids when we both have steady jobs. Two years ago he swore to me that if I gave him another chance, he wouldn't ever do this again. What the hell am I supposed to do? Just keep pretending that he hasn't shredded every hope I had for our future and be happy to be his girlfriend until the day he ships out?