May 08, 2010 15:24
It's summer now, my hands smell like the clementines that I just ate, and it's pouring out all of a sudden, and I feel like I'm kind of floating in some in-between place. I've been done with finals - done with college, really - since Tuesday, and Commencement isn't until next week on Sunday. I've worked at the library every day since I turned in my last paper the Tuesday before last, partly for money, but also because I have nothing else to do with myself. Yesterday was my last day of that. This graduation thing is the culmination of what I've worked toward for as long as I've been able to have goals, and now I'm not sure what's next. So I do have something to do - I need to be packing up my life and writing cover letters, finding a job, something, but the problem is just figuring out what.
Something will work out somehow, and it will nice to be home again at least for a while. But it's also intimidating, this not knowing what comes next or where I will be in a month.
And the sun just came out again. Oh, Massachusetts, I wonder if I will even miss you.