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sadness.
only not really for reasons one would assume. it has been raining for the past three days straight, and is not expected to stop until wednesday or thursday. its really depressing, especially since the past two days have been my fall "break" which i have spent cooped up inside and dealing with north carolina dmv bullshit. and some fedex bullshit too. i didnt want to go anywhere so i could relax here, yet ive only been dealing with awkward and annoying situations. its frustrating i guess. a lot of things in my life are frustrating, and i wish i could get over them but i cant. my lamp shade shakes when i type and its bothering me. things like that drive me crazy. maybe i'm crazy. or maybe i should just stand up and get over this shit.
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only not really for reasons one would assume. it has been raining for the past three days straight, and is not expected to stop until wednesday or thursday. its really depressing, especially since the past two days have been my fall "break" which i have spent cooped up inside and dealing with north carolina dmv bullshit. and some fedex bullshit too. i didnt want to go anywhere so i could relax here, yet ive only been dealing with awkward and annoying situations. its frustrating i guess. a lot of things in my life are frustrating, and i wish i could get over them but i cant. my lamp shade shakes when i type and its bothering me. things like that drive me crazy. maybe i'm crazy. or maybe i should just stand up and get over this shit.
the following entry will be private.