true love could never come to fast... just dont keep me up all night waiting
i got my monroe done last thursday...exactly a week ago... maggie did it(thanks again babe)
virginia was fun instead of hoe hunting i got drunk.
a friend nearly ripped my heart out to be stomped on but a simple talk it threw session fixed it.
never got to hang out with britt sunday... kinda made me feel unimportant... (she forgot)... instead i got high to the point no words where needed for anything... just blank stairs... so maybe it worked out anyways.
laqueefwa/jeff is back intown and steve finally left... thank god!!!!
there seems to be flee's in my bed i might have lice... and my back is breaking out with boils again... im guessing stress related... ohh and not to mention im getting sick and my periode is comeing... let me just tell you life couldnt get any worse and it is getting there... finally some real reason to feel like crap.
wow wow wow some one please fucking rescue me from my life that seems to be filled with suck.
my bestest hasent called me to even fucking say hi... in a long time... if you dont have enough time for me then im gonna stop fucking calling you to show that i care and stop giveing a fuck... ohh and i know ive said this to many times but im going threw alot of shit and i just fucking want you to be there some where in the picture... i dont know cheer me up... do something.
jessie has been around alot...you know the person that uve known for a while that you guys have loved each other then hated each other... but still never stopped deep down being loyal friends... that would be her... and now shes pretty mcuh one of the only peopel i hang out with... its grand.
jeff asked me if i was starving myself again... someone cant see straight... starving ur self means u loose massive weight im still fucking discusting... but i have lost some weight not enough yet... being a big gurl in a big world just doesnt seem to work out correctly... maybe if im model skinny ide fucking have something good going for me... just fucking maybe.
wish list...
1. to not be sooo fucking alone.
2. to stop fuckign up.
3. and to find something out there to look forward to other then the drugs i cant afford.
i find my self balling up into a ball rocking back and forth repeating i wanna die... as if its a wish and chanting it will make it come true.
(wow... ive cryed over your stupid ass for the last time i fucking swear... bitch banging real cool. just real nice... to at leats know i wasent the only one you did that to... and just to know i got played and all your statistics are just being played... your the kind of guy that makes me wanna die... the kind of guy that makes every other seem so much better)
virginia was fun instead of hoe hunting i got drunk.
a friend nearly ripped my heart out to be stomped on but a simple talk it threw session fixed it.
never got to hang out with britt sunday... kinda made me feel unimportant... (she forgot)... instead i got high to the point no words where needed for anything... just blank stairs... so maybe it worked out anyways.
laqueefwa/jeff is back intown and steve finally left... thank god!!!!
there seems to be flee's in my bed i might have lice... and my back is breaking out with boils again... im guessing stress related... ohh and not to mention im getting sick and my periode is comeing... let me just tell you life couldnt get any worse and it is getting there... finally some real reason to feel like crap.
wow wow wow some one please fucking rescue me from my life that seems to be filled with suck.
my bestest hasent called me to even fucking say hi... in a long time... if you dont have enough time for me then im gonna stop fucking calling you to show that i care and stop giveing a fuck... ohh and i know ive said this to many times but im going threw alot of shit and i just fucking want you to be there some where in the picture... i dont know cheer me up... do something.
jessie has been around alot...you know the person that uve known for a while that you guys have loved each other then hated each other... but still never stopped deep down being loyal friends... that would be her... and now shes pretty mcuh one of the only peopel i hang out with... its grand.
jeff asked me if i was starving myself again... someone cant see straight... starving ur self means u loose massive weight im still fucking discusting... but i have lost some weight not enough yet... being a big gurl in a big world just doesnt seem to work out correctly... maybe if im model skinny ide fucking have something good going for me... just fucking maybe.
wish list...
1. to not be sooo fucking alone.
2. to stop fuckign up.
3. and to find something out there to look forward to other then the drugs i cant afford.
i find my self balling up into a ball rocking back and forth repeating i wanna die... as if its a wish and chanting it will make it come true.
(wow... ive cryed over your stupid ass for the last time i fucking swear... bitch banging real cool. just real nice... to at leats know i wasent the only one you did that to... and just to know i got played and all your statistics are just being played... your the kind of guy that makes me wanna die... the kind of guy that makes every other seem so much better)