bye and bye i come
life lately?
not so great... ive lost it again... lastnight i hung out with talya on the back porch crying... no reason besides... thinking way to much or maybe not at all.
i grow down day bye day loosing touch with my sanity... looseing the grip i strand for...looseing my mind.
im so mind fucked now... so scared to move... to speak... to do anything.
been hanging out to much for my own good... the hell hole eats away at you till eventually you will be nothing but left there with nothing to keep you going on besides drugs.
i know i brought this all upon myself... i have the ability to change the down slopes but is takeing medicine so bad? exspecially when its the only thing that can work or help.
im screaming on the inside looking for something... anything to keep me going on... nothing is ever enough.
SOMETIMES WHEN I CRY I CAN STILL HERE YOU LAUGHING.
not so great... ive lost it again... lastnight i hung out with talya on the back porch crying... no reason besides... thinking way to much or maybe not at all.
i grow down day bye day loosing touch with my sanity... looseing the grip i strand for...looseing my mind.
im so mind fucked now... so scared to move... to speak... to do anything.
been hanging out to much for my own good... the hell hole eats away at you till eventually you will be nothing but left there with nothing to keep you going on besides drugs.
i know i brought this all upon myself... i have the ability to change the down slopes but is takeing medicine so bad? exspecially when its the only thing that can work or help.
im screaming on the inside looking for something... anything to keep me going on... nothing is ever enough.
SOMETIMES WHEN I CRY I CAN STILL HERE YOU LAUGHING.