life has such great disappointments
well things with my new job are turning out great. all i do is work with files all day and organize them. its easy as fuck but incredabily busy work. excuse me if i seem off i'm rather sleepy, but i dont' want to go to bed just yet. i must speak my mind first. ahh mmm... so i'm really liking it. everyone is so nice to me and told me i can ask the same question a million times and they wouldn't care because they rather have it right then me do it on my own and be wrong. its mostly older women who walk about being silly all day and sing and talk to themselves as if someone is there listening to them. they make me giggle. the girls (nurses mainly) in the back are the more bossier and more uptight, but i dont' seem them often so i dont' care. every one with me is cool thus far. so i like it. my boss i cool , and everyone is cool to me. i shall work hard for them. i found out i have to take an online newbie test, heard its basic crap like safety and policy stuff. but i lost my policy handbook at work so i'll hve to get a new one on monday at orientation. while getting my booster shots there during lunch if i can. the new receptioist rainita will be there with me so i wouldn't feel so lost and retartded. momz and i are getting an hotel on sunday and monday night so we don't have to wake kup early to get to orientation (momz is my escort through norfolk right now).
well here corey and i thought we wer getting a house to rent. we already started working on parts of it for the guy, bought myself some nice things for the place like a swing i always wanted and bird feeders, lights and stuff. well the other day, while corey was working on the place, he came up to him and told him he's not sure if he wants to keep it anymore and asked him if we wanted to buy it. corey called me later and told me what he said. so now he's sounds like he's trying to back out of our already existing contract and about to leave us homeless by the end of the month. i'm exteremly upset rigvht now. he orangally told us he was planning on renting it out for about 3-5 years more, leaving us plenty of time to make enough to buy the house or move on. we don't have enough to buy it and we dont' have anywhere to go, plus it too late to put in for our 30 day lease. i feel like my heart has been ripped open from me, much the same feeling as a break up. it hurts like hell to know you w orked so hard for something and you get nowhere or stuck where your at. its like we can't move on or try to better our lives because others hold us back. i'm so disappointed and pissed off. i want to kick our damn landlord in his bumbed knee. i know the place has a lot of work to do on it, but i feel like he should have decided that before we signed the contract. so now everything is on hold, not even sure if we're getting the place or not. corey and tara tells me everything will work out in the end, i know it will just have to get over it i guess. just wish life would be fair to us at least once in a while.
corey is trying out for the fire department in n. n., wish him luck.
hope everyone is well. night
well here corey and i thought we wer getting a house to rent. we already started working on parts of it for the guy, bought myself some nice things for the place like a swing i always wanted and bird feeders, lights and stuff. well the other day, while corey was working on the place, he came up to him and told him he's not sure if he wants to keep it anymore and asked him if we wanted to buy it. corey called me later and told me what he said. so now he's sounds like he's trying to back out of our already existing contract and about to leave us homeless by the end of the month. i'm exteremly upset rigvht now. he orangally told us he was planning on renting it out for about 3-5 years more, leaving us plenty of time to make enough to buy the house or move on. we don't have enough to buy it and we dont' have anywhere to go, plus it too late to put in for our 30 day lease. i feel like my heart has been ripped open from me, much the same feeling as a break up. it hurts like hell to know you w orked so hard for something and you get nowhere or stuck where your at. its like we can't move on or try to better our lives because others hold us back. i'm so disappointed and pissed off. i want to kick our damn landlord in his bumbed knee. i know the place has a lot of work to do on it, but i feel like he should have decided that before we signed the contract. so now everything is on hold, not even sure if we're getting the place or not. corey and tara tells me everything will work out in the end, i know it will just have to get over it i guess. just wish life would be fair to us at least once in a while.
corey is trying out for the fire department in n. n., wish him luck.
hope everyone is well. night