mock me if you want
still undecided whether to attend the acquaintance party on saturday or not...arene's teasing me that, as usual, i'm a kj type of person. perhaps i am, but the thing is, i don't want to push myself MOST OF THE TIME to something that i really didn't enjoy.people's pressuring me that experiencing stuffs like the above mentioned should be grabbed most of the time, or else when will i ever learn to socialize with others?call me the anti-social girl that i am but really, having a quiet and simple life is what i've been really rooting for..yes, away from having a "night life" people my age used to enjoy.i'm contented having a few close friends with whom i can confide...i'm okay with it,really.i'm npt really used to going out on weeknights, nor are we trained as kids to stay out of the house (we should be inside the house by five pm). now that i'm a little older, my parents were somehow very supportive of me going out from time to time but i guess, i'm not really used to it.perhaps, the whole idea of me having a social life doesn't sink perfectly well in me as of now.i'm contented with this "boring" life that i'm living.many times, i've been telling myself i want to make my life less boring, but i think i have to accept the fact that i'd live this boring life of mine to its fullest than to push myself to things that it is contradictory to my upbringing.
i have two days to decide on this matter.whatever my decision is, i'll make sure that it is really MINE this time with deaf ears with the possible "criticisms" that will be thrown at me.
i have two days to decide on this matter.whatever my decision is, i'll make sure that it is really MINE this time with deaf ears with the possible "criticisms" that will be thrown at me.