wake-up call...literally speaking
nothing really much in my mind lately except how could i ask my brother to leave the phone alone so that i could post this entry(he's awake argh!should i hit his head with a pan to put him back to sleep hehhe). i'm still waiting for the effect of the ice cold 3-in-1 that i just finished a while ago=) no thoughts as of the moment-OH WAIT!there it is already...loading...loading...loading...
finally told myself that i should get out of my bed because the phone is ringing a couple of times(my brother hasn't arrived yet!he's just so great!hehe..love yah brother haha) and i'm half-expecting it's my mom on the other line, and the other half,just another consistent phone caller looking for my brother. jumped from my bed although i'm a bit sluggish that time. looked at the caller id and though the no. is familiar, can't remember who's number is it until i grabbed the receiver. great!it's mau..i THANKED her right away for making me leave my world of fantasies...she said she had something to tell me before she go to the world of fantasies that she deprived me of!her story is "ENTERTAINING" hahahaha..just another story that linked me to the "past"...what a great way to start my day i told her!!!!we just laughed about it, but seriously, i'm not really bothered by the story that much.okay, a little interested perhaps.hay....how can i forget some things when there are people who reminded you of it?!?
you say GET OVER IT.well it takes time isn't it...as for me, T-I-M-E.enough time.for someone who likes dwelling in the past, forgetting is not easy as it looks like.believe me, there are things that i wished i could get over with since childhood but it's still there...just hiding in my closet.and i'm talking about MORE SERIOUS STUFFS here not the petty ones i usually say and think of!
forgetting...it's something that i really should master for the next couple of years, just so i could survive.you know, not lingering to the past anymore.not regretting a thing when you suddenly decided to reminisce it.just the whole of idea of bringing back the old "you"...gets?
hahahaha!i want to laugh...i want to scream...i want to jump or bounce like a pingpong ball...
forgetting and reminsicing...ironic.how could you recall a thing that you long been wanted to erase in your life?
i'm finding my way to sneak around so that i could post this entry.i hope my brother will share the phone...damn pldt people!they're like SNAILS!argh!
finally told myself that i should get out of my bed because the phone is ringing a couple of times(my brother hasn't arrived yet!he's just so great!hehe..love yah brother haha) and i'm half-expecting it's my mom on the other line, and the other half,just another consistent phone caller looking for my brother. jumped from my bed although i'm a bit sluggish that time. looked at the caller id and though the no. is familiar, can't remember who's number is it until i grabbed the receiver. great!it's mau..i THANKED her right away for making me leave my world of fantasies...she said she had something to tell me before she go to the world of fantasies that she deprived me of!her story is "ENTERTAINING" hahahaha..just another story that linked me to the "past"...what a great way to start my day i told her!!!!we just laughed about it, but seriously, i'm not really bothered by the story that much.okay, a little interested perhaps.hay....how can i forget some things when there are people who reminded you of it?!?
you say GET OVER IT.well it takes time isn't it...as for me, T-I-M-E.enough time.for someone who likes dwelling in the past, forgetting is not easy as it looks like.believe me, there are things that i wished i could get over with since childhood but it's still there...just hiding in my closet.and i'm talking about MORE SERIOUS STUFFS here not the petty ones i usually say and think of!
forgetting...it's something that i really should master for the next couple of years, just so i could survive.you know, not lingering to the past anymore.not regretting a thing when you suddenly decided to reminisce it.just the whole of idea of bringing back the old "you"...gets?
hahahaha!i want to laugh...i want to scream...i want to jump or bounce like a pingpong ball...
forgetting and reminsicing...ironic.how could you recall a thing that you long been wanted to erase in your life?
i'm finding my way to sneak around so that i could post this entry.i hope my brother will share the phone...damn pldt people!they're like SNAILS!argh!