what a wonderful year!
well for once in my life i have no where to go for thanksgiving. i find it to be the most lonely feeling in the world. since everyone has some were to go on thanksgiving and the one thing that makes me feel the loneliness is i have family but they just dont have the spirit that i need.
mom doesnt do holidays, dad lives in olympia and holidays there always ends in feeling bad about yourself, and last but not least, the one fall back solution to holidays, your boyfriends family. which is scary, but some what meaningful, but cant go because boyfriend has to work and theres no point in going if the person you are dating isnt there, which puts you in the situation that you are practically a stranger eating family dinner with family that is not yours or that you know. except for mother that you do not know very well.
i almost find it strange that gus and i have been together for two years and i barely know his mother.
the sad, lonely women with no place to go for thanksgiving
wintey
mom doesnt do holidays, dad lives in olympia and holidays there always ends in feeling bad about yourself, and last but not least, the one fall back solution to holidays, your boyfriends family. which is scary, but some what meaningful, but cant go because boyfriend has to work and theres no point in going if the person you are dating isnt there, which puts you in the situation that you are practically a stranger eating family dinner with family that is not yours or that you know. except for mother that you do not know very well.
i almost find it strange that gus and i have been together for two years and i barely know his mother.
the sad, lonely women with no place to go for thanksgiving
wintey