Feb 05, 2004 08:14
I am insane, that is all there is to say, I don't know why people think I am not insane when I first meet them, but I am. But after a while people figure it out and stop beiung my friend, that is the way it goes. I only have a few people who will talk to me, well, I should say only a couple, and one of them it is only out of a matter of convienience that he talkes to me. So I am without friends really, one guy to talk to the other to help out.. and Of course I have my Love, but she is in a league of her own. she fills a part of my life that no other can.. but there are some parts that can be only filled by friends, and I guess a guy like me really can't have good friends, I am not wired for dealing with people I guess... Well that is enough crying for me for one day LOL