Another Day
Well, today has been another day just like any other, I sit here I play games, i work on my computer I clean I watch the kids, but I seem to get nothing done... I spend my morning talking to Sarah on the phone, but after she goes to bed (12 our time is 9pm for her) I am alone, I know some say that having your children around is not considered being alone, but trust me, you can only absorb so much friendship and companionship from a 5 and a 3 year old, even if they are your own children... Alone is my life right now, it is hard, but I have been through worse I guess,,, I think it just feels better to get it off your chest, and since noone reads this anyways, I can cry to my hearts content and not have to worry about offending anyone, YAY, Somewhere I can be myself.