YAYAYAYAYYAYAY
TODAY IS THE FIRST DAY THAT I THOUGHT ABOUT JON AND DIDNT FEEL LIKE SHIT ABOUT MYSELF AND TRY AND FIGURE OUT WHAT I DID WRONG AND WHY HE HATES ME AND HOW I DIDNT DESERVE SOMEONE LIKE HIM AND FEEL SORRY FOR MYSELF CAUSE HE BROKE UP WITH ME AND GET ALL DEPRESSED!!!! CAUSE I REALIZED THAT IM A BETTER PERSON WITHOUT HIM IM NOT ALWAYS TRYING TO KEEP HIM HAPPY ANYMORE!! AND NOW ALL I HAVE TO WORK ON IS NOT CARING WHAT MY FRIENDS THINK CAUSE THEIR ALL KINDA BEING MEAN TO ME LATELY BUT I DONT WANNA COMPLAIN ABOUT WHAT HORRIBLE FRIENDS I HAVE CAUSE I DONT HAVE HORRIBLE FRIENDS I HAVE FRIENDS THAT THINK IM ANNOYING AND IDK IF I BLAME THEMC AUSE SOMETIMES I ANNOYED WITH MYSELF.... soo this is not an im soo sorry for myself my friends suck update its a YAY IM OVER JON UPDATE!