jfk blown away what else do i have to say
so i am sitting here... i just did my toe nails, makes me feel accomplished. I woke up late this morning. For some reason I had an over-riding need to be ghetto today. I love to be ghetto. I watched new york minute and mary-kate and ash went to this place called the house of bling to be ghettoized. (whoa ghettoized is a real word) anyway, that movie is full of stereotypes. there is a japanese woman who is totally the "dragon woman" stereotype and then there is the whole ghetto black stereotype. Its weird because i dont know what to think about this i am disgustd that those are the representations of minorities in the media, yet i think that they are done in a way that they are making fun of the stereotype not the people. Movies do stereotype the white male, but ok maybe not really because you dont see the bad of the strong womanizing successful white man, you jsut see the strong womanizing successful white male.
this bracelet is haunting me. Amelia and i bought matching bracelets in san francisco when i found it i got sad, but now i am just mad. On the one hand i am so over this i only want to be friends with people who want to be friends with me, on the second hand i am sad i fucked that up i need companionship in this world. I can have friends but they are not always there like a companion is. Ok so that is in a strictly non sexual way but it works for having a boyfriend/girlfriend to. And, on the proverbial third hand i am pissed off at the bracelet because it represents the lack of something in life. It jsut pisses me off that the bracelet and amelia are mad at me.
I want to go for a drive, but i have the problem of lack of companionship, lack of someone who would want to do something so lame and non productive as that.
this bracelet is haunting me. Amelia and i bought matching bracelets in san francisco when i found it i got sad, but now i am just mad. On the one hand i am so over this i only want to be friends with people who want to be friends with me, on the second hand i am sad i fucked that up i need companionship in this world. I can have friends but they are not always there like a companion is. Ok so that is in a strictly non sexual way but it works for having a boyfriend/girlfriend to. And, on the proverbial third hand i am pissed off at the bracelet because it represents the lack of something in life. It jsut pisses me off that the bracelet and amelia are mad at me.
I want to go for a drive, but i have the problem of lack of companionship, lack of someone who would want to do something so lame and non productive as that.