and stupidity strikes again
Just for reference: this is not about my parents....lol
I just seem like i screwed it up worse last night. I got stupid, something I usually despise in other ppl. I became my worst enemy. But I'm done...Part of me wants it to go away and just forget what happened. Other part of me is that i'm glad i have a friend that makes me laugh and I have a good time with. I'm sorry I was dumb. It happens. But whatever, I have this amazing ability to push ppl away which i think i did...again. And if you want me to, I'll never be like i was last night ever again. I won't mention it again. Ever. Its not worth losing a friendship.....
I just seem like i screwed it up worse last night. I got stupid, something I usually despise in other ppl. I became my worst enemy. But I'm done...Part of me wants it to go away and just forget what happened. Other part of me is that i'm glad i have a friend that makes me laugh and I have a good time with. I'm sorry I was dumb. It happens. But whatever, I have this amazing ability to push ppl away which i think i did...again. And if you want me to, I'll never be like i was last night ever again. I won't mention it again. Ever. Its not worth losing a friendship.....