Apr 27, 2009 23:51
Is is possible to convince yourself of something even though you know it is not true? Or maybe you don't really know but you have been told so you just have to trust it?
I think I have convinced myself that he is out of my league. And yet, I'm with him. And he tells me all the time how much he cares for me and what he thinks of me. But I just can't shake the feeling that one day he'll realize how far out of my league he is and that will be the end of this happiness I feel. Maybe it's just a phase. It will pass. I just wish I could let my guard down and believe, trust what he tells me he feels is real.
There's always an ex. And she is always hotter than you. But there are always an infinite number of reasons that she is an ex. And you are not.