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so I met a corps guy today...cool stuff. His name is zach and he is A-1. He is from around ft. worth...and he is a pisshead...haha. He is really funny...definately keeping in touch for him for the tu football game haha. And he said he is going to try out for the corps baseball team in the fall, so thats another baseball boy for me. I start work tomorrow...yay for making money!
Had chris ask me if there was any way we could ever get back together....and for the first time in my life, I didnt know the answer. Normally I would have said of course, lets get back together right now. but now Im just kind of like well if I get back together with you...there goes todd. and Im not sure if I want to give up Todd or not. I mean they are both great guys...but Todd is everything I have ever dreamed of...and well Chris is pretty much the opposite of everything I have ever wanted in a boyfriend, but yet it has always seemed to work out. soooooo with all this said....I have merely decided to not date anyone. No crushes no nothing. As hard as this may seem...Im not going after any boys, nor letting any boys go after me. I need some christina time. If one of these 2 boys is the one for me, they will stick around and wait for me. and if they arnt...then it made it that much easier for me.
Had chris ask me if there was any way we could ever get back together....and for the first time in my life, I didnt know the answer. Normally I would have said of course, lets get back together right now. but now Im just kind of like well if I get back together with you...there goes todd. and Im not sure if I want to give up Todd or not. I mean they are both great guys...but Todd is everything I have ever dreamed of...and well Chris is pretty much the opposite of everything I have ever wanted in a boyfriend, but yet it has always seemed to work out. soooooo with all this said....I have merely decided to not date anyone. No crushes no nothing. As hard as this may seem...Im not going after any boys, nor letting any boys go after me. I need some christina time. If one of these 2 boys is the one for me, they will stick around and wait for me. and if they arnt...then it made it that much easier for me.