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I feel kinda lost right now. I don't really feel like I know who I am anymore. I guess I thought I knew myself in high school. I knew what people thought about me, and I knew what I thought about me. I don't know that anymore. College is supposed to be about finding yourself, right? Do you have to lose yourself first? That seems stupid. I came into college with a very definite idea of what I wanted to do afterwards. I wasn't one of those kids with an undeclared major who was just mindlessly taking classes. I knew. Now I'm not so sure. I don't even know if I'm at the right place. I have friends, but it's not the same. Is it just gonna take a while? Is college like putting on a pair of jeans that fit kinda tight at the beginning, but by the end of the day they fit amazingly? Is the day simply not over yet, or do the jeans just not fit?