i'm pretty sure i don't have a social life.
I really don't have a social life anymore. This past school year was just hectic and I don't think my upcoming senior year will get any easier. AP classes were such a killer and that gave me hardly enough time for myself and what I choose to do. I've gotten busy enough that I even forgot I have an LJ that I planned on sharing my thoughts in. This is just so depressing. :( So yeah, the seniors this year are graduating Tuesday and after that I'll be filling in their shoes as a senior. I'm excited because it just means one more year before this crazy thing called "high school" is over and I can be off to college. I have some pretty big dreams and honestly, I don't know if I'm cut out to live those dreams. Asking to be accepted to an IV League school is probably too much and I probably don't even meet their standards, so I'm going to be content with UC's or the Claremont Colleges. I don't know though.
Well even though school is over in two days, I still have so much to do. I don't have any more real finals, just a debate on Tuesday, which I should probably really be practicing for. I'm not going to have a life for a very long time, I know it. Somebody give me back my sanity. I miss the free time that I had to use Photoshop almost all the time and I miss all the free time I had to blog about stuff. I just miss my old life in general.
I'm still the same hopeless person. Always wanting the boy that I can't have, but always getting the wrong kind of boys. I wish that would change one day. Yeah, still kinda crushing, maybe only one person knows about it and I'm fine with that. He's just so adorable. I wish he'd sing to me everyday, it makes me smile.(:
I guess this is the end for this entry. Back to reading The Adventures of Huckleberry FInn. Honestly not one of my favorite books at all, but if it's going to get me 40 points extra credit, I am going to work my butt off to reading it and then do all the easy worksheets.
Oh joy to reading 3 books this summer for AP Literature next year! And yay to writing an essay too! Not. Mandatory reading for everyone: The Stranger, and Going After Cacciato. Essay/journal book of choice: Crime and Punishment
I'll be reading some good books this year, but it'll just be so much work! I'm dreading the work, I just want to read for self-enjoyment.
Well even though school is over in two days, I still have so much to do. I don't have any more real finals, just a debate on Tuesday, which I should probably really be practicing for. I'm not going to have a life for a very long time, I know it. Somebody give me back my sanity. I miss the free time that I had to use Photoshop almost all the time and I miss all the free time I had to blog about stuff. I just miss my old life in general.
I'm still the same hopeless person. Always wanting the boy that I can't have, but always getting the wrong kind of boys. I wish that would change one day. Yeah, still kinda crushing, maybe only one person knows about it and I'm fine with that. He's just so adorable. I wish he'd sing to me everyday, it makes me smile.(:
I guess this is the end for this entry. Back to reading The Adventures of Huckleberry FInn. Honestly not one of my favorite books at all, but if it's going to get me 40 points extra credit, I am going to work my butt off to reading it and then do all the easy worksheets.
Oh joy to reading 3 books this summer for AP Literature next year! And yay to writing an essay too! Not. Mandatory reading for everyone: The Stranger, and Going After Cacciato. Essay/journal book of choice: Crime and Punishment
I'll be reading some good books this year, but it'll just be so much work! I'm dreading the work, I just want to read for self-enjoyment.