I want to quite.

Sep 04, 2007 17:04

So when I started college I met this girl... her name is Caity. She basically introduced me to everything that I know at college. She got me into this sport called Belegarth. I've played it ever since the first day she took me to practice. But I now realize that I don't really want to do it anymore. The people there are kinda stupid.. well... some of them are cool. But a lot of the people that go to every practice are mean and stupid. They're drunks, and they get way into it. It's almost like they don't realize it's a game any more. It's like Belegarth is their life, and if you don't do what they want you to do, then you've ruined their life. These people are just... arg..

Any ways... so now I live with some of the people I met at this sport. They're some of the "cool" ones, for the most part. Two of them get on my nerves every now and then, but then again I've put up with them for the past few years now. But anyways! Since I live with them, I don't really feel ok with leaving the sport right now. I feel pressured into continuing to fight. I feel like if I don't go, they're going to hate me for a long time. Though I almost don't care anymore. I only really like two of the people that still fight. The rest are to self involved, or they don't realize why I don't want to go to practices anymore. And they're all like, "Jess, why haven't you been to fighting in a while?" I WANT to say I quite, but then they'd be mad, or won't talk to me for a long time. And as much as I really don't care, I live with some of them, so I have to care. I might move back to the dorms next year. It was easier.
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