Why?
I've been asking that question a lot lately. Everything sux in my eyes. Nothing can be perfect. Perfection is an ideal which we can never reach and when we try we always just end up failing and feeling like shit because of it. Fuck it all. I have finals next week which I'm not looking forward to. I guess I should study, but I can't really see what it all matters. I'm lazy, stupid, worthless. Just like everyone else. All I have to look forward to is another demoralizing semester. At least its better than working. I mean like a full time job. Work is worse than school. You have a stupid boss that just tries to excercise his/her will over you because you have no other choice than to just obey. Almost like slavery. And that's what all this schooling is for, just to find a shitty job just like everyone else. Anywayz I'm bored cuz all my friends hate me and don't want to hang out. It's ok. That's how we all are. We all secretly hate each other.