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I need to stop being sick! it blows. Since i went to Georgia i've been having sniffles & they are still here, along with the cough and sneezing. ARG!!!!!!
Gonna quit smoking! Yesterday was my last day, but i might slip up once or twice...but i am definitely going to quit, at least for a little while. Let my head clear out & get rid of all that resin haha. But seriously i'm quitting, everett is too so we can help eachother quit. umm i'm going to maybe try and get a new job to just work my ass off & save so i can get the hell out; or i may just stay where i'm at for the time being, since i'm making more money in jan due to derbear leavin...so i might just suck it up for a little while longer. i want to be gone by like the end of summer..i told myself i didnt want to be here by the end of next year, so we'll see. I seriously could go anywhere i wanted. just pack up & go. But i have a few places in mind, only because i know i'll have a place to stay if times get tough..i could go to Btown, i know jacob would help me out with a job, and i could help him & amber out with Gavin if necessary. I could go to Georgia, its just too damn slow out there (where my family is) and in the COUNTRY. but its beautiful. Then there's North Carolina, which theresa really wants me to move to. I also have Texas & Colorado-i have family in both places. Theres just a lot i could do and places i could go. I havent decided if i'm going back to school in Jan. If anything ill take 2 classes. If i dont go back i'm going to do nothing but work, save up money, go back to school in the summer, work some more and hope i have enough money saved to get the fuck out. BLAH BLAH BLAH....shits been on my mind for a looooooooong time. We'll see.
I am happy that a certain person took the high road and was mature about the whole situation. Makes things a lot easier and i thank you for it. Sorry things happened the way they did and when they did, but i am glad we can move on.
Thrice + Brand New was fantastic. I was disappointed with Brand News "encore" they didnt even play another song but whatever. They both did an amazing job and goddman i love me some thrice! I have the hotts for brand news guitar playa too. mmm
ANYWAY....trying to get over my sickness, trying to save money & leave, trying to try to try! whatever that means.
I MISS MY FRIENDS! talked to amyquest the other night...i miss her sooooo much :( along with everyone else. i seriously am a grandma. I want to party this weekend..its been too fucking long! <333
The battle outside raging
It'll rattle your windows
and shake down your walls
For the times they are a changin
Come mothers and fathers
Throughout the land
And don't criticise
What you can't understand
Your sons and your daughters
Are beyond your command
Your old road is rapidly aging
Get out of the new one
If you can't lend your hand
For the times they are a changin
PEACE & LOVE