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I am beginning to feel a little bi-polar. It just seems like my moods change very drastically throughout the day. I am stressed already, trying to get shit done, and yet my body just wants sleep so bad. Then, I have to do the whole going to class thing, and the meetings thing, and the getting ready for the meetings thing, and the ten other things I should be doing too.
I am definitely dealing with the loss of the boy. At times it makes me sad still, but right now it seems like we will be able to preserve our friendship, and that makes me happy. It's funny, months back, I said I wouldn't give him up without a fight. It was true at that point. At this point though, I feel like we are doing the right thing. He had pulled away months ago, and really we were beating a dead horse. It really explains the lack of fulfillment when we would get together. As the Godspell songs goes "It's all for the best."
I am definitely dealing with the loss of the boy. At times it makes me sad still, but right now it seems like we will be able to preserve our friendship, and that makes me happy. It's funny, months back, I said I wouldn't give him up without a fight. It was true at that point. At this point though, I feel like we are doing the right thing. He had pulled away months ago, and really we were beating a dead horse. It really explains the lack of fulfillment when we would get together. As the Godspell songs goes "It's all for the best."